i need to find my way

as of right now, i have absolutely no idea what i want to be. just when i think i've got it all figured out, i start to doubt myself. i just can't seem to find anything that's right for me. i want a job where i can make a good amount of money (i'm talking 80,000 dollars and a year and more). a job where i can have time for myself and for my future family. and where i can have time just for myself. i just wish that i didn't doubt myself all the time. then maybe i could actually get things done. then maybe i could be a little more confident. then maybe i could move on.