a semi-update FINALLY

lately things have been good and then bad and then good. i havent written in about 2 weeks and i have so much to say but i cant really remember it all. i guess i'll start with yesterday? yesterday school was...okay. it wasnt bad but it wasnt all that good either. i ended up going to the movies with my couisn lady and little sister lauren. before that we went to starbucks, and i got a caramel something or other (i didnt like it) and a ham and swiss panini. then we went to see lottery ticket featuring bow wow. the movie was ghetto as hell lmao. but i liked it. anyways, during the movie i was texting erica and clevon. and somehow but i cant remember clevon said that he was stuck between ronnae and i. :/ so yeah i got pissed because i thought he already had this shit figured out. he tried to get me to talk to him but i honestly didnt feel like talking to him anymore. but he kept texting me so i finally replied back. he said how he really likes me and how he didnt want to hurt me ever and i just basically kept saying stuff like yeah and ok. finally i think he go the picture and stopped texting me.

but an hour later he texted me saying 'guess what' and i honestly wasnt going to reply back but well a huge part of me wanted to see what he wanted so i replied saying 'what?" and can you believe that he said "i'm yours"? my heart almost dropped to the floor and ngl i got scared shitless. but we're on good terms now. hopefully it stays this way because if then then i'm gonna be beyond pissed. anyways. school has been going okay. my grades are pretty good so far and im trying. but i have hw that needs to be done so peace out for now (: